then you met the girl
and memories of the future comes to your mind
then nothing happens
but the memories remain
like a dream that won’t go into oblivion
then you can’t move on
you can’t renounce those moments
cause unlike the dream
the memories
those fake memories
hurts
Just a glimpse of her face can trigger my desire
when we hug heart to heart I can feel
the timelessness of that moment
then her subtle scent will blur
the world around us
until I hear her laughing
the lovely sound
that makes me wonder
how sweet would her lips taste like?
is it like molasses?
will I become addicted?
many souls on the streets
none of them can see
none of them feel
the cold inside the glass
or glass inside the heart
or heart inside the man
it’s getting lonelier and lonelier
like a shadow that grows uncontrolled
but I don’t stare at that
I just know it’s there
and time goes by and the places change
and I grow old but no matter what I do
it’s getting lonelier and lonelier
santiago
there is a strange feeling
like a warm breeze passing by
whispering a future ending
of a cold night
the best night
a sad night
the longest night of my life
“the dark night of the soul”
leaving empty spaces
that no one can ever fill
i want to say goodbye
but i won’t
i will stay against my will
for them
it is unknown the end of the road
how soon or how far
i should walk without answers
and settle with the lies
i really want to say goodbye
instead i’ll say hi
hi, life
so i realized that i will not love myself, instead i can respect me
i will not chase happyness but i can laugh.
…and maybe that’s why i am insane, cause a i am too sane.
I have to understand everything that surrounds me, how this reality works, the time, the space, the people and their souls. I watch with my mind every angle i can possibly see, i have to detach from my self and come back so many times and i don’t even knows if that makes sense…